It's been awhile

So... the past 2 weeks have been... busy if i should say. Last week went out a couple of times, practically going all over the place for stupid reasons. This week, went to play pool with chow after my exam. Then played some guitar. Went for the Starhub interview. In the end the only reason why i didnt get it was cause my chinese sucked. After that headed down to macs to meet nat and titus. From there met Wankar and his friend. Lanned at Evo with them. Eugene and Aaron joined us. Wankar and friend left for cage. Then Ming Yang joined us and we headed back to PS for dinner. After that walked around J8 with aaron for awhile. Then homed.

The next day, Went to play Tennis with Kaijun and Aaron. Badminton too.

With my butt aching, i went shopping the next day. Went down to Anchorpoint. Ate lunch there and shopped a lil. Bought a shirt and my bros present. Then bused down to town. Shopped a little more there then it was pool. Chow joined us, followed by Aaron, Eugene, then Julia. Havent met her in a long time. Had dinner at Makansutra. And just being there allowed me to finally understand what all the hype was about. The F1 really is pretty exciting. So after dinner we went to the water side to play abit of guitar. Then we all MRTed to J8 for coffee. But the whole place was already closing. So we initially planned to ton at Eugenes. But last minute changes so cancelled. Couldnt really sleep so decided to watch 21. Really good movie. Plus supper. Then slept for about 2 hours. Then got up and cabbed down to The Cage. Played for a while then KFCed.

Cabbed home just in time to catch Premiere of SURVIVOR!(SPOILERS AHEAD) OMG! Charlie and Marcus are sooooo gay! Gillian and Michelle were both bitches so who gives a shit about them. Thank GOD they're both out. and RANDY IS EVIL! But i like it. And the nerd is so cute. Haha. Kenny!!!! Right. Cant wait for next week. Also heard season 3 of Heroes is out. So better catch it as soon as my internet is fixed. Cant get online recently cause starhub has issues.

After survivor, watched south park. Then fell asleep and woke up in time for the Baby show. Then watched the F1 warm up round. Seems like Alonso is doing pretty well. Sure am hoping that it'll rain this week end though. Should be really cool if it did during the race. Might be uploading pictures but not tonight. And not playing Dota for about a week and i'm already having some withdrawal symptoms. Haha.

OKAY! BYE PEOPLE! SEE YOU SOON! <333

Clarity

The past week has been pretty alright i guess. met up with nat and chow for pool, met Eugene for job and then pooled later, went to hangout a couple of times nearby, bla bla bla. Went to the airport, went to town, etc. Just like that a week has passed. Wow.

My gaming mouse is so screwed. Super pissed off man. Everything good that happens to me tends to screw up really quick. Really hoping to get good results on Tuesday. Gonna catch a movie soon. I REALLY REALLY REALLY WANNA GO OVERSEAS!!! I'm so sick of Singapore. I just wanna go to another country and live another kinda life.

Things arent looking so good right now anyways. It doesnt feel so perfect.

I think Rob Scneider movies are really funny.

I WANNA LIVE OUT ONE OF MY FANTASIES!

And because you wanted this, HELLO MELISSA! haha again!! Bloody bitch! GO AND DIE GO AND DIE GO AND DIE! LOLOLOLOL!!!(inside joke)

Really dont wanna go back to school. T.T annabel, when you gonna come cry with me? =(

really late and i cant remeber much. Except that i'm so in love with hilary duff and CLM! =)

You know i love you so...

Well.. this week was busy. Went to town twice with different people. Really had fun overall. Shopping quite abit and i must say. I'm getting abit rusty. Haha. Really need a job now. LOW ON CASH PEOPLE! So buy me something. =)

Mainly shopping the first time.

Second time was all about guitars. Went to test some, bought some new strings. yeah. stuff like that.

Played pool on both days. No wonder my pockets feel so darn empty.

Slept over at MY's place with Nat on friday. Astons and stuff. DotA, Movie, zz. They slept at like 3 and i watched movies through the night. WTF. Forgetting Sarah Marshall is a damn funny movie. I like Russell Brand. I hate Lead actors dick.

Next day was lunch and awkward police moment. Then to Novena to chill.

I'm getting lazy for details.

Oh and i'm like sooooo fucking loserish. I just recently found out that topman in orchard has closed. Like ALL outlets. WTF man! But Topman aint all that anyway. This seasons designs kinda suck.

Just had some not so great crabs at Toa Payoh. some snacks then back home to see some actors getting killed in really disgusting ways in King Kong. And a stupid ending but it cant end any other way. and wtf Natasha learns ballet? zzz... gotta see some splits. Heh.

Maybe one day, we'll have one more shot... and i'll be able to treasure you and provide for you better. I'm looking at your picture cause it's all i've got.

Tired of this game we're all playing. Time to twist things up.

BEEZEE!!

so... tuesday was spent going to AMK for lunch and pool. Chia came down. Snooker was really funny. Haha. Then headed down to Orchard to shop a little. Had dinner at Far East. Continued to shop, walking all the way down to Dhouby Ghaut. Sadly Felicia couldnt come down to play pool. T.T So headed home.

As time goes by and we all see more of the world, we begin to understand how horrible the it really is. I mean, the harsh reality is that the world is a cruel place. People are selfish, inconsiderate, etc. And it is only then, that we begin to plan out our actions and do things not because that is who we really are, but because we want certain people to think a certain way about us. We begin living sort of a lie. But as we slowly grow into that character we portray, we realize that it really isnt all that great. And it is then that we cherish the simple times we used to have when we werent so exposed to the world.
So which is better? Altering this world and becoming part of it, or trying to avoid it unsuccessfully?

And with that, i have also been able to see. Who my real friends are. Although they may have certain unwanted characteristics and behaviours, it is truly amazing to see that they are willing to stay behind you if not beside you in times of need. Be it when you're feeling lonely or just need a shoulder to cry on. And i have learnt that sometimes, you dont need to know someone well to trust him/her. Sometimes, that trust just comes through the way we click or a certain similarity about us.

Manipulation. A scary thing. Beware of it.

If you could see into my soul.