WTF?

k. woke up at 9am for GOD knows what reason. Fuck.

My msn is going bonkers.

if i actually cared, maybe less people would be hurt.

LOST LIKE ALL MY MONEY ON FACEBOOK POKER DUE TO A CERTAIN AH LIAN. damn sian.

Spent another $145 on something special. WHICH MEANS I'm just about broke. AND i have to go town tonight which means more moneyyyyy is going to be GONE GONE GONE.
Hopefully things will go well between us given the large gap between our ideals that make us somewhat so similar.

Striking thing happened this morning. I dreamt of Mas Samalat last night. And this morning i woke up to the voice of my dad. I rubbed my eyes and look up and he was standing next to my bed holding some newspapers. And he said, "Mas Selamat Captured! LOL?" and i was like wtf?, am i still dreaming?

k stupid story. Guess that's the most exciting my life's ever gonna be.

Sometimes you cant make it on your own...

I want to lose myself. I need to. Cause it's only when i lose myself that i will really find out who i really am.

Happy times seem to be coming. But then further ahead i see the dark deep valleys i have to pass through and all i can do is pray and hope that somehow grace will bring me through. Strangely although i'm no longer a believer this statement is so close to the bible.

An experience is all i hope for to take that step. but then again it's the step of faith i need to take before i can gain that experience.

Love is temple, Love is a higher law...

Time doesnt wait for anyone. So treasure the time you have with the ones you love. Dont let time take them away from you cause the pain is there and i can feel it. I can feel it right here. right now.