BEEZEE!!

so... tuesday was spent going to AMK for lunch and pool. Chia came down. Snooker was really funny. Haha. Then headed down to Orchard to shop a little. Had dinner at Far East. Continued to shop, walking all the way down to Dhouby Ghaut. Sadly Felicia couldnt come down to play pool. T.T So headed home.

As time goes by and we all see more of the world, we begin to understand how horrible the it really is. I mean, the harsh reality is that the world is a cruel place. People are selfish, inconsiderate, etc. And it is only then, that we begin to plan out our actions and do things not because that is who we really are, but because we want certain people to think a certain way about us. We begin living sort of a lie. But as we slowly grow into that character we portray, we realize that it really isnt all that great. And it is then that we cherish the simple times we used to have when we werent so exposed to the world.
So which is better? Altering this world and becoming part of it, or trying to avoid it unsuccessfully?

And with that, i have also been able to see. Who my real friends are. Although they may have certain unwanted characteristics and behaviours, it is truly amazing to see that they are willing to stay behind you if not beside you in times of need. Be it when you're feeling lonely or just need a shoulder to cry on. And i have learnt that sometimes, you dont need to know someone well to trust him/her. Sometimes, that trust just comes through the way we click or a certain similarity about us.

Manipulation. A scary thing. Beware of it.

If you could see into my soul.